Remember your first time? To think most kids look forward to the first time they'll ever do it -- pictured it like a fancy fairytale sprinkled with mushy giggly stuff, or perhaps the boys were excited to share it to the others as soon as possible -- most first-time sex are more of the awkward, sweaty and uncomfortable things. It even comes to other people as a shock â€“far, far from what they've thought it would be. Totally caught unawares of what they're getting themselves into.
After that event, whether you beamed a nice after sex glow, felt guilty or just happy it didn't hurt that bad.. remember that first time. Remember that deep inside, admit it or not, you know a part of you died with the experience. The death of innocence upon the meeting of flesh. You crossed the line, there is no going back. That's how the story goes.